Gorne the faun

Gorne the faun

Gorne the faun
Fallow the deer
Jerry hat trick
That be

F*cked the buck
From too much beer
Drowned as a brick
What be

Doe’s a hoe
Always been so
Reclining prick
This be

Period dreams

A gift from my husband in 1995, includes a directory of businesses.

Period dreams
Of parlour scenes,
Of unseen teams of seams,
Of ruffles, tucks, and pleats,
And buffed beeswax scent.
Ceiling traces chandelier shadows
Of sweeping curlicue swirls.

‘Neath Corinthian cornice,
Spiralling spires sneak
Up Lincrusta frieze,
Silent sentinel to
Crackle-popping hearth’s
Radiance, dancing
Upon glazed sage tiles, landscapes,
and portraits, hung high and low.
Either side, old-gold-braid-framed moss velvet wingbacks slouch;
‘Twixt them purple paisley poufs pout.

Candelabra twirling fronds furl,
Atop antique raspberry damask swathed mantel.
Eternally Diana hunts above dado,
Reflected in gilt encased overmantel.

Behind the bullion-fringed ivory brocade chaise,
Fenestra layered by blinds and voile,
Interlined Sanderson rose chintz drapes snuggle beneath
Shrugging swags into tails.
Against north’s icy past.

Dark oak polished parquet
Washed by apricitic ruby, emerald, amber lights
Borders muted-toned chinoiserie rug.

Panelled portal: a glimpse of
Hands-‘n’-knees scrubbed,
Geometric Victorian-tiled moiré-striped hall,
Echoes heaven’s strain of “Twist again like we did last Summer”.

Caged

Caged
Wide out of time
wandering plains
Of nowhere
Resistance
Futile brain
Fogged
Fuddled
Cogniscense sags
Caged fawn
Fumbles to frolic
Verily vixen feigns vitality
Praise ‘n’
Plonking platitudes placate

Intolerance crescends
Tomorrow’s new day beckons

Scout

Teneriffe wharf

Week one of resuming pre-operation hours at work. Week two of commuting into the office two days per week.

Yesterday and this morning, I missed the first bus into town and the usual battle to alight on Adelaide Street. The second bus was thankfully sparsely populated at both the beginning and end of the journeys.

Arriving at my pre-booked desk around 7:20 am, I check in, wander around to locate the chair tagged with my name, unpack the laptop, exercise flexi-tube, mousepad, headset, phone charger cable, and food from my backpack, then retrieve the ergonomic keyboard, water flask, left-hand mouse, fan, cups, and Twinings Lady Grey teabags from my locker. This takes another ten minutes.

Hot-desking frees up resources, and leads to additional time being spent setting up and clearing away each day.

After logging into the laptop, opening the internet and launching cloud-based telephony, timesheet, chat, mail, calendar, notes, calculator, case list, work items, and AI; using TheraPutty and elastic bands to complete my hand exercises; catching up with teammates, both in person and online; and making a cup of tea, it is 8 o’clock — time for breakfast.

I’m much more productive on the three days I work from home.

Yesterday, following an hour participating in team cultural development, completing a proactive case review with my line manager and an external psychologist, and updating case notes, it was time to head off to my own psychology session.

Navigating my wheelie walker — I haven’t named it yet — across the varied textured pathways, ramps, roads, drains, potholes, service and manhole covers, and tactile indicators of Brisbane, my right hand was numb from the vibration. The right carpal release surgery is scheduled for 20 October.

I arrived late for my appointment, in pain from the hip, hot, sweaty and feeling stressed. We discussed this in the session in relation to goals versus values, and boom-and-bust cycles. I could relate to both concepts.

When able, I push myself, driven by a goal, without stopping to think about the impact on my values.

And I have a new one: independence.

I had this one wrapped up in authenticity. I find it amusing how values may pop up unexpectedly when they are challenged.

Community is another new one.

The trip home went like a dream: catching the 60 from Adelaide Street to Teneriffe Wharf, the ferry to Brett’s Wharf to be met by my husband and Stan, followed by a slow, controlled, supported hobble home.

I’m naming it Scout.

Motivation

Joan Miró inspired

Motivation
Motivation feels great
when having it
Morose when I don’t

How
My
Weary
Old
Bones
‘n’ brain
Drag

When inspiration’s lacking
In this instance
Mindless sketching

Thoughts drift
Draw out syllables
Wrapping tongue
‘round sounds

Moat
Eee
Vay
Shun

Abracadabra

Phat Elephant

The most delicious chicken Tom Yum soup served in an elevated bowl surrounding a spirit burner.

Lunch with work colleagues on Thursday at Phat Elephant, Brisbane. Located on the first floor overlooking Adelaide Street and Anzac Square. It can be accessed via Post Office Square to avoid the stairs.

Simon says

Father’s Day

In Australia, today is for the dad’s.

On Friday, Carenza of Balmoral Urban Country Club, formerly School of Etiquette drove to us to deliver the “I love my Dad” bandanna before travelling overseas for their holiday, yesterday.

In his 17th year, Stan has significantly slowed down, sleeping deeply for most of the day. We caught him mid-doze for this picture. He would not usually pose.

On my graduated return to work, this week, I completed six hours on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.

For two hours on Wednesday, I participated in an in-person two-hours’ workshop on improving conversations. Slido is used for participant feedback, I’m guessing to make it more accessible for everyone. I forgot and launched into a diatribe of an example of how I had fulfilled my employers goals, values, and demonstrated OARS (acronym starting O for open questions, A for affirmation, R reflecting, and S for summarising).

One of the two presenters thanked me for sharing and reminded me we were typing our responses. Whoops!

The next one, whoops that is, came when all those that were able to (I’m using a wheelie walker for mobility) needed to stand for Simon says put your hands on your head, Simon says put your hands on your shoulders, Simon says put your hands in your nose.

What an enjoyable moment until the presenter said “clap”. Guess who was the only one. Silence, faux-pas number two. Did this influence my ongoing participation? I was oblivious to the rules of Simon says. It must be five decades since I played it.

Maturescence

In youth
Timex ticks endlessly
Youngsters play days away
Through learning
Everything’s possible
Hands begin to speed
Teenagers’ yearning
Anything’s achievable
Young people retain potential
Become discerning
Grains slip away
Through maturescence
Candles’ burning
Commitments lead to repetition
Necessary for earning
In prime of life
Responsibilities’ concerning
Hectic pace
Life churning
Into middle age
Seasons’ turning
Tumbling to sage years
Some things no longer options
Questioning
Remembering
Shedding
Fading into
Nothing

Flight of fancy: doodle

Airhead reimagined

Fairies plum and apple bright
Tainted tarts of rhubarb grown
Atop grim reaper berries glow
Oh when will the pale girl sing
Forever splotched from juice stains
We lie hidden from drama and dreams
In the half waking light of dawn’s dusk
Abundant fuzzy peaches fly high
Among lemon scented daisy followers
Purple pringles float aimlessly in the void
Awaiting the jaws of oblivion