
Curiosity is one of my traits.
The following self observations led me to take an online Obsessive Compulsive Disorder quiz; I have possible signs of OCD.
- I avoid looking at advertising and signage unless I absolutely have to because my subconscious annoyingly, urges me to examine and read ad nauseum.
- At work I attempt to clear all of my emails and red work items every day, answer and return every call. Failure to do so, I believe is a sign of not being in control.
- I check the bank balance and the level of Saltwater Creek frequently every day.
- We have floor tiles throughout the house. I assume they are imitation slate due to their dark colour and random repetition. When seated, I have to consciously stop gazing at them. Patterns form into spectral images: a faceless being wearing a jauntily placed broad brimmed hat and an off-the-shoulder bawdy bodice. Ghastly eyeless grinning orbs on stalks. Sea creatures emerging and vanishing. Duck bills, frost, damp.
- There is a rap song I like, First Class by Jack Harlow, why do I hear butt crack up in the sky, a for the arse?
